I was tired, and inexplicably angry/annoyed at moments today. I think the whole, I'm trying to go to school but also make what is arguably (though I don't think I agree) the most important decision of my life thing is getting to me. I'm stressed so much, and as Ms. Plunkett pointed out yesterday, a lot of it is self-perpetuating. I don't understand why I can't just calm down.
I talked to Mr. Kennedy a lot today. He seems to think it's the most important decision of my life. sigh. Maybe I can talk to him about it more tomorrow. It's gone back to being that weird thing where I see him and just get really happy. I don't understand anything about my emotions right now.
Also, my best friends are awesome. They understand me and are really nice, and there was just a period of time on Skype in which Meagan and I just made fun of Stephanie's eyes (this sounds weird, but it's what we do) and it was just really funny, and even though we all seemed tired and like we didn't always want to talk, it was good all-around. But Stephanie decided on college, so I'm the one left who can't decide. No one's advice seems that useful. I feel like it all depends a lot on the visits next week. Yay! Stress!
It's later than I want it to be. I really do need to go to bed ASAP. Sorry as always blog.
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